Susan H.

Susan H.

The Same Way We Made Him

daycare with giraffe

We want to believe that good parenting produces good outcomes. Adolescence asks a more frightening question: what happens when loving parents discover that a child is not an equation they can solve?

I Want to Live

dark cafe with some lights

From the outside, life looked ordinary. Inside, dark waves kept returning. An old journal entry about depression, uncertainty, faith, and the simple plea: I want to live.

Notes from a Depressed Day

old t shirts in thrift store

An old journal entry about the invisible effort of living through depression, the loneliness of pain that cannot always be explained, and the fragile hope of making it through another day.

A Wide Enough Fence

sunset darkside

Elephants raised a rhinoceros. A rhinoceros raised a penguin. Reading The Long, Long Night to my children made me think about love, letting go, and helping them one day find their own sea.

A Listening Heart

blossom tree under a sunlight

Solomon asked for a listening heart. Perhaps that is because truly hearing someone requires more than ears—it requires enough love to understand the heart behind the words.

The Courage to Survive

stop sign at sunset

What if courage is not only fighting to the end? Radical Hope asks us to consider the courage to let go, admit weakness, ask for help, and survive so there can still be a next generation.